Mcdonald’s Strawberry Bliss Sundae & A story of snail🍦🍓🐌

23 Apr’26 2029

我问 Mehmuel, “do you want ice-cream? We try the strawberry flavour.”

‘Okay, can also. ‘

“Nice, i order, you want McFlurry or Sundae cone?”

‘McFlurry might be too much for my stomach, cone will do, $1’

“Yes, $1, i order”

我第一次试试看strawberry 口味的sundae cone， 不会很甜， 还行。

和Mehmuel 一路上吃着， 然后我建议， “come lets walk a bit, we go to the park, can? Your stomach okay?”

‘can’

“good, we go to park, walk walk a bit. exercise 一下”

拉着他走走运动下， 顺便消化下他的情绪， 我们一路走走谁都不想坐下来。

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但是遗憾的意外我又踩到蜗牛🐌，就在Downtown East 旁边的走道。它的命运就是活来给我踩死的吗？ 我再度听到清脆的声音。我一度走不出来，can we walk outside or somewhere else, i dont want to kill another snail。 崩溃着。

Mehmuel 说 someone else stepped on it, is it?

“no.. its me, i heard the crack sound.” 我蹲下去看一眼它的尸体还很新鲜， 确认下是我。”not again, i killed another snail, ahh!” 原本要把它放到一旁的草丛， 但眼看Mehmuel 一路走， 我就没有好好收尸。 不好意思， 这微小的心灵。我害死了你。

‘next time i help you look’ ，Mehmuel 尝试安慰我， 说它们的命运就是如此。 还开玩笑说 setup a foundation, whoever step on the snail, donate to Save Our Snail foundation

我说“my eyes like siput babi like that, always look up。never see what happens on the floor。我帮你看天， you help me 看地”

前十几分钟我还说，”i accidentally killed 2 snails on Tuesday, one is i on the way coming out from MsWu’s house, by the swimming pool. another is the corridor in front of your house, there is one ahboy is running, i try to make way for him, i stand aside, who knows i killed another snail just like that. i dont understand why, why make me kill snails. If you are with me, you will see, i will/might step on another snail, kill another snail.” 他记得我说过的话，’just now you just told me that i might see you step on snail’, ” ya… you see, so sad, this really happened”

Mehmuel 尝试用penpen笨笨来安慰我。分散我的注意力， 一路上说着可能遇到他penpen笨笨的 papa， 和介绍了一个他和爸爸吃过的东北餐馆。我在听也在想可悲的蜗牛。

i still cant get over that i killed a snail。 我想不通为何命运安排我杀死蜗牛🐌， 它们和我为何时机地点那么刚刚好。 它们做错了什么呢， 为何要死呢，我知道死是必然的，但为何如此的死法呢？为何安排我来杀它们呢？ 为何是我， 为何给我崩溃的时候。我不想杀死它们的。为何呢？

后来在我快到家的路上， Mehmuel 看到蜗牛 活的。还好它在高处， 不会有人踩到它。 可能也会， 不过几率小。他提醒我地上也有蜗牛dead snail， “where?”我回去蹲着看， 啊又一只。 ‘not only you, people do step on snail too.’， “ya, but, its sad to see this, they shouldnt die like that”

今晚2142，’thanks for the snacks, thanks for listening to my story, byebye。’ 我关眼睛露出个尬微笑表情， 脑里想着死去的蜗牛。 没有回答Mehmuel任何话。

出个汗， 回去冲个冷水凉爽下， 再回顾下🐌的遭遇。 我会记得这一天， 教会我平衡快乐和伤心。